I hate having emotions.
Hate feeling like I’m not good enough.
Hate knowing that nothing will work no matter how hard I try.
Hate seeing how others can tolerate all this stress and disappointments while I cannot.
And I absolutely hate Chinese. It’s hard to keep going and see the bright light at the end of the tunnel when everything seems so dark and futile.
Sucks to be human, where I will always be subjected to human frailty.